What could be sweeter than getting a bouquet of roses? :D

This whole week had been a real down point in my life. I keep feeling stupidly emo and could not help but to reminisce the past which can not be brought back. How foolish of I to keep thinking about that Perfect Guy and how he would one day, on his mighty Audi, come and sweep me off my.. err.. books?

But ALL phases comes to an end. Thank god.

There is no such thing as a Perfect Guy, and it had taken me so long to notice it.

I, solemnly vow, never to do anything that will potentially harm any future relationships just because of some stupid flaw the poor guy has.

Rest assured I have fully recovered!

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Though i have yet to find The One yet, I have gained many presents experiences throughout the years.

But since im not authorised to tell you any details of my love life (this being a public blog and all..), I can show you a few pictures :D Pictures do tell a thousand stories.

This was me back then with my 11 stalks of red and pink roses.

Apparently 11 means 'You are my 1 and ONLY 1'.

So sweet kan? :D

Got it during my so called 'prom'.

It was actually called Dinner and Dance.

Omfg. This i actually laughed when I was going through my super old pictures.

How'd you come up with this? XD

My secret Valentine
Got it during Valentine's day back in high school.

Message says "meet me after school at the school gate"

I never went. Sorry to whomever it was!

And this is me now.

14 stalks of violet roses (they're so beauiful)

Why 14? Well thats a secret :D

ps. im still single yea XD (omg self promoting. hahahaha)

The Ex Files

*awaiting ride to Penang. Yes. I know i know. Again T__T*

While waiting, I went through the whole stack of pictures saved up in my D drive. For memories sake. Then i got to this one folder. The Boyfriend EX Boyfriend folder (yea i have a folder only for my previous bfs! Bite me!)

While going through many lost memories, I felt a sudden pang in the heart.

A sudden realisation. I've done everything possible to sabatoge any relationship I had with any guy!

Since i was about form 3 or form 4? I always wanted someone i could love and to hold, to cherish and be cherished, the other partner who would fill my days with smiles, nothing else but smiles!

But everytime i got into a relationship, i wont be happy. I'd find myself wondering, "Im not happy with this guy." I'll find all sorts of excuses to not be with that person. Some as silly as "he's too rich". hahahahaha. As funny as it sounds, its actually very much true! Oh there was another one who was 'too cool' for me. hahahaha. But i digress.

Have to thank my fellow animal friends, and i quote "Jump ship chimp! JUMP SHIP!"

They are my men eliminators. They scrutinized the details of your's truly bfs and give me the honest truth bout what they see in the guy and how far the relationship might go.

Wait, what was i writing bout again?

Speaking of excuses, im sure you guys remember bout The Boy Who Looked Like A Monkey? hahahahahaha. Another stupid excuse to ward out all men from my life.

Why am i so fail? T____T

*oh he's here d. Im off to Penang! Will continue soon =) muakszx!*

Update!

I feel so bad for the boy. Have to listen to my rants throughout the whole journey down to Penang. Haha. But thats whats friends are for! Rite? lol!
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Flowers, gifts, chocolates, they fail to impress me much (tho they are great to camwhore with)


What i need is sincerity. And loyalty. Someone who I can share my emotions and thoughts with (cause God only knows how uptight and secretive i can be)

Like i said. Im too old for these games. Played it and have outgrown it. Im ready for the next level.

But am i too late for it?

*ps. Adrian. LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!! lols.

Peaceful Wishing

Its not that far...

And now there is Facebook.

Question.

How do you identify desperate people?

Answer.

When they are constantly spamming the pages of facebook especially the pages of those they despise.

Ohhmmeeeegod. Why are ppl using facebook to build their social ladder? Its blardy annoying!

Hey. Im all up for reconnecting with lost friends, meeting people who shares similar interest, find long lost cousins ....(guilty as charged).

But now? People are using it to how do you say it, 'be closer friends with the enemies'. I find it real pathetic really. Behind closed doors, you hear them bitching about them, but as soon as the curtains rise, they put on this big thick smile and pretends you are their bestest friends in the world. Then later go to their facebook pages/pictures and write 100s of comments which are so fake that i can feel my eyeballs popping out of their orbital sockets.

I admit I do it too (the smiling, not the invasion of facebook privacy). Whoever says they dont is just trying to win hearts, but we all know thats not true. No matter how much you dislike someone, when you meet them somewhat in a 'wrong place, wrong time' situation, you'll have to give a positive response (else they'll skewer your name to the point of non existence).

But i leave it at that.

See. Smile. Leave.

End of story.

But some people, they can actually take their time to surf through the facebook pages of their enemies, and then proceed to leave "Oh my god you look soooo totally hot in this pics!" comments. (a lil more creativity pls. You're boring me so much till the flies seems to be more interesting)

Total bullocks.

I dont know why im getting so worked up about this. Maybe its cause i needed something to blog about? XD haha.

But seriously, getting 3248123847 emails a day regarding XXX commented on a picture of you on Facebook is making me want to jump off my hostel building (in which i will most probably just break a leg. And a hand. And i expect all of you to be at Pantai Utara Hospital the next day with loads of cookies TopShop vouchers so i can shop when im well again!)

*why oh why must i be friends of people who are of such, thus resulting in the soon to reach maximum capacity hotmail.*

Im just too old for these mind games. Mind you im turning 20 soon. T______T

Why cant we all just be as gay as him and run around in our underwears instead of constantly thinking bout whats the next step in plan TakeOverPopularityContest.

Sighhh...

The mindset. So fickle.

Of course im speaking in general. Not pointing the finger on anyone. Just a conversation i had with Jien about this and so happened my hotmail is filled with these facebook junks. The latter was out of my control.

Aww shyuks. Boon will be real proud of me. Less pictures, Tons of Words! Hurrah!

Me and My Itchy Hands!

I cant help but to sail away into the most dangerous place on the face of the Earth. The pull too strong for a frail woman of 19 with delectable taste to resist.

Topshop's online website. The place where everything can come true with a click of the mouse.

God Im so tempted to just buy every single piece there! They're all soooo Peerrrtttyyyy! But these are among the few Im planning to buy :) Like seriously! (prices will not be quoted as it''ll most probably shock half of you to death).

May the Fashion Gods be with me.

I seem to be going through a heels phase. I just cant stay away from anything thats more than 3 inches tall! My therapist says i'll be fine within a few months. Lets just hope the purse survives the trip as well T____T

And note many one pieces. Ie dresses. Lazy to match them with a bottom these days so these are the way to go! Awesome no?

Im thinkin of robbing the Topshop branch in Gurney. Anybody with me?

Staples, the death of Christine

OMG i hate the sound of staples clicking! No. That is an understatement. I really truly hate that sound!

GAHHH!!

Im trying to get some sleep after somewhat of a tiresome day today, and i cant! Cause someone is jamming those goddamn staples into papers, over and over and over again! Its been like an hour!!! How the f do you staple for an hour???? What are you stapling??? Please! Enlighten me! Show me!

I dont have anything against her personally. She's a sweet gal and I truly like her and value her as a friend. But COME ONNNNNNN!!!!! Ive heard ONE TOO MANY CLIPPINGS A DAY!

*bangs head on study table*

Do you want me to die due to sleep deprivation???? DO YOU??????

Please for the love of God, let me sleep...

*bangs notes against the wall (with pleasure)*

No more.....

No more please.........

Happy 19th Birthday Nerd!



Finally turning the same age as us ;) Small kid. hahahahah.


So yada yada yada yada. Hope you have a great year.. bla bla bla.. Party at PizzaHut, Village Mall..

Moving on!

I wore my new Topshop dress!!!!! Its soooo worth 150 bucks!

SAY ITS WORTH IT!!!!!!!!

or die.

Ok ok. Haha. Happy Birthday MingZhi! Hope you liked the present and hope you had a great time. Thanks for being such a dear friend to me :) Your not only a friend, you are my neighbour. lol.

TOPSHOP!!! My one true love.

Ma BabyBear 20th Bday!

Continuation of big bear's bday!

Went to try a new restaurant. LOVE AND FREEDOM. Nice decor, nice choice in song as well. And cute chef!!!!!!! Super cute ok!!!!!! (I actually went there another time with the perv just to check out the chef. muahahahaha)



Comfy no?


Enough talk, more pictures!

Christine the Monkey on the Couch.

Take 1!

Take 2!

Take 3!

Oh too many poses. Haha.

Fast response ;)